just me

Fatin's here in Malaysia!

2012-02-18T22:26:00.003+08:00

Fatin is here you all! :) She came back for two weeks holiday. So we(Rose, Sheefa', Amni, Fana, Fatin & me) went out yesterday, and spent time at Sunway Pyramid and i-City. Did some shopping and watch 'chronicle' at the cinema. Had lunch at 'ichiban ramen'. And bought some burgers from Carl's Jr. for dinner. (Fatin mengidam!). From Sunway, Fatin drove all of us to the i-city. Went on two rides before going back. And we did catch the sun sets.

Later, Fatin's dad drove Sheefa', Rose & me to Rose's house in Semenyih. We had a sleep over at Rose's house. We planned to actually talk during the night. But didn't and went straight to bed, as everybody was tired after having fun the whole day. Wake up quite late this morning, and spent time watching movies and talking nonsense before heading back home by KTM.

Overall, yesterday was awesome! :) Those people, are friends that I'll can't never get rid off even if I want to. I need them.

Gonna miss you guys again!

I miss studying!

2012-02-16T16:07:00.001+08:00

5 months holidays makes me miss the time in uni, studying. I miss everything.

The annoying and irritating feelings when I can't get the right answers, and wanted to throw away my calculator. No longer using liquids to correct my mistake, just filled the dustbin with papers of my wrong answers.

The feelings of awesomeness when I get good results, or getting the right answers for the exercises and assignment given.

The time spent arguing with friends over an assignment. The nervous feelings before presenting the assignment.

The discussion moment where you're supposed to discuss, but gossip a lot, instead.

The time when I used to stayed up late just to memorize all the things for test and exams. Although most of the time was used for my so called 5 minutes break, watching movies.

The super lazy, wanted to skip class all the time feelings. The 'panas bontot' moment waiting for lecturers to enter class.

The moment when I hate the lecturers for nagging so much. Complaining when lecturers gave tonnes of assignment. The stupid feelings when I don't understand what the lecturers taught.

The time where I whine a lot just because I can't take it, and afraid of failing.

Those feelings, I miss them!

Can't wait for another two weeks. Entering uni, as a degree student. It's gonna be challenging. I'm sure gonna whine a lot more! :)

Been there, done that.

2012-02-15T21:46:00.001+08:00

When my sister came back from school and tell me she hates her senior for telling her to shut up, harshly. Well, honey, I've been there. You may hate your senior now, but remember, after some times, you're gonna be a senior too. Your juniors gonna hate you for the same reason. It's the life cycle. Listening to her complaining remind me of myself. I used to come home and complain to Mama all the time. Don't worry KekRa, you'll have your revenge when you're a senior. I'm a bad influence to my younger siblings. :)

2007 - Best year of school!

V-day

2012-02-14T20:12:00.001+08:00

LOL! It's just another 14th February and a boring Tuesday! :p To the Muslims, you know you're not supposed to celebrate it. So tak payah lah nak menggatal, tegedik-gedik nak celebrate! Do you really have to show your love to your loves one only on Valentines day? No, rite. So let's chill on this V-day! For the non-muslims, let them be. It's none of our business kan! I bet, the florist, the chocolate seller, and the teddy bear seller hit the jackpot today!

random photos on this boring day! :)

Paris

2012-02-14T17:32:00.001+08:00

a day bearing the coldness in Paris

Going to Paris was actually unplanned. When we decided to go to London, we just thought of spending the time only in London, shopping and sightseeing. Then, we realized that we've got so much time on hand. So we decided to go to Paris. The planned was to go to Scotland first, but then, the weather was so cold and it was snowing, that we don't think we can bear it. Because we didn't bring any winter coat with us. So, few days before actually going to Paris we stop by st. Pancras station to buy train tickets to Paris. We even bought tickets for the tour bus in Paris, so we don't need to rush when we were in Paris. We bought the first ticket to Paris and night tickets to come back to London.

We thought everything was going to be fine. So not happening! The moment we arrived in Paris, we were starving, and can't stand the coldness. It was 2 degree celsius, and we were wearing a tshirt and a sweater each. To make things worse, we can't find the toilet. Everybody was grumpy. Then, we can't find the tour bus, and we don't understand any french. When we did find the tour bus, we got on the wrong tour bus. So we wasted hours on the tour bus going around places that we don't want to go. We sat on the rooftop when it was so cold. Crazy! We then decided to get off, and go to the Eiffel Tower to take some pictures as proof that we've been in Paris and just walk around. :) Lucky for us, I brought the map from London.

The worst part of the day was, us not having any euros. We forgot about money, and only realized that we only have pound sterling, when we were trying to shop and eat. Warghh!! That was the part I regret the most, because I wasn't able to shop! At the end of the day, when it was getting dark, we tried searching for restaurant that will accept credit card for payment. Alhamdulillah, we found a Kebab shop near the train station. After having dinner, the first meal of the day, we went to the train station, as it was getting colder. If i'm not mistaken there were about 2 more hours before departure. Since we can't bear the coldness any longer, we decided to just stay in the station. Sitting on the cold floor in front of the gate. Waiting for it to be opened. How sad.

Everyone passed out upon reaching the apartment in London. No one said anything, and just went to sleep without eating or showering.

Although it was quite exhausting, and we were shivering all day, we did enjoy the trip. And abah said, he'll bring us to Paris again, InsyaAllah. Next time, we'll go tour Europe! And we're gonna have so much fun. InsyaAllah.

the only souvenir from Paris

-from the tour bus-

Portugese Egg Tart

2012-02-07T21:19:00.003+08:00

I love Portugese egg tart. But, it's so hard to find them. If ade pon yg jenis kulit tebal. So, I made it myself! :) Ooyeahhh it's so easy.

All you need are these:-

110gm Castor Sugar

4 Eggs

2 teaspoon Vanilla Essence

250ml Fresh Milk

200ml Whipping Cream

Salt

Pastry Dough

1. Didihkan whipping cream with castor sugar/

2. Then, put in the mixture of fresh milk, vanilla essence, eggs and salt.

3. Biarkan sejuk.

4. Sudukan inti into the pastry.

5. Bakar pada suhu 200c for 25 minutes.

Then, yg pastry lebih tu, sapu butter, letak gula, bakar. Awesome! :)

Undone To-Do List!

2012-02-02T19:21:00.003+08:00

When the holiday started, I've planned so many things that I want to do during the holiday. And in one month time, this holiday is coming to an end. And guess what? I didn't exactly did any of it.

I wanted to practice driving. But I didn't. I only drove like 2 to 3 times for the past four months.

I wanted to renew my I.C. But I never did.

I wanted to improve my cooking skills. But I seldom cook.

I wanted to do so much more. But I ended up not doing so. I procrastinate so much. I don't gain anything during the holiday! Urghh bad Mimi. BAD!

It's February!

2012-02-01T17:19:00.000+08:00

Warghh time does fly so fast!! I thought we just entered 2012? But now it's already February! Anyway, I'm still thankful to Allah, letting me live till this moment. Alhamdulillah.

February only means one thing! Not Valentine OK! Besides my parents birthday, (yeah, they were both born on February 1966, and they'll be 46 this year!), it's my last month of holiday! Oh my god! Can't believe it! I'm gonna enter UiTM, Bandar Melaka soon, taking Degree in Accounting!

Frankly speaking, I'm super nervous! You have no idea how nervous I am! I haven't stop thinking about it, since the day I accepted the offer! I kept thinking, will I be able to mingle with others? I'm not a friendly person, so I hate going to new places and making new friends! It's a burden to me! I hate going out of my comfort zone! Then, will I be able to cope with the new environment! Will I be able to study and score flying colours! These thoughts have been in my mind for four months!

But Mama said, don't make it complicated. Don't make it so hard when it is actually so simple! You work hard, ask Allah for his help. And InsyaAllah everything will be alright. Think positive, because you know, it won't take you anywhere if you think negatively. And when you are stress out, you know you can't do anything. So, jangan bebankan diri with all the useless thoughts! Use this time to enjoy. Time study ni je pon you boleh buat all those kerja gila! :)

One thing for sure, it's gonna be tough! It's gonna be harder that Diploma! Whatever it is, I'm gonna go through with it and have fun! :)

I'm the eldest among my siblings. So, I must show a good example to my younger siblings. I must work hard so that I can take care of my little siblings in the future! I must work hard so that my parents can be proud of me!

La Asam Pedas.

2012-01-28T14:13:00.001+08:00

So, La Asam Pedas ni sebenarnye name kedai makan selang tiga dari my school dulu, Hira' Shah Alam. Hira' Shah Alam kan rumah kedai je.

Hari ni, Mama beli breakfast kat situ. So tetiba macam teringat pulak zaman sekolah kat Hira' dulu. Me and my friends memang boleh dikatekan tiap2 petang after school pergi kedai ni for drinks. I had always tapau Teh O Ais yg RM1.20 tu, then, lepak balik kat sekolah tunggu Mama pick up. (Padahal rumah dekat je!)

Then, setiap hari Jumaat pulak, while the boys pergi solat Jumaat, we, the girls, will tapau our lunch kat situ and then makan dalam kelas ramai2. I've always shared my food with my BFFs. Kitorg tapau satu polystyrene tu. Tapi selalunye, Rose always end up, tapau asing. Only me and Sheefa' share dua orang. This is because, Rose can't take spicy food. While Sheefa' ni hantu pedas. Maybe because Ayah die orang N9, while her mom orang Kedah, both makan pedas. I yg boleh telan ape saje akan share dengan sheefa'. Then beramai-ramai la kami duduk dalam kelas makan and borak2 before solat zohor. Wahhh that was sooo AWESOME!

Sape kate sekolah tak best? BEST la! You'll miss it once you enter university life. Memang University life macam awesome, bebas, and so on. Dulu time sekolah punye la beria-ria nak habis sekolah, konon dah tak nak pakai uniform sekolah, dah tak payah nak kene pergi koko, macam2 la kan. Hahaha. Let me tell you, university ain't as easy as you think. It is so different. Jangan ingat, korang hebat time sekolah, korang akan lagi super hebat kat uni nanti.

Alhamdulillah I can cope with the new surrounding. And I hope, this upcoming March will be more AWESOME! Starting again in a new place is scary.

Daddy's little girl.

2012-01-23T22:15:00.001+08:00

I know, I'm gonna be twenty soon. But I'm still that little girl whom I used to be. I still do a secret handshake with Abah. I still ask for his permission to go out with my friends, even when I was in Sarawak. I still ask for money when I want to go out. Hahaha spoiled brat! :) I still "gaduh" with him over petty things. I still am afraid of him when I get bad results! I still need him to lecture me when I did wrong. I still depend on him!

Well it's true that I'm so much closer to Mama, (anak perempuan mane yg tak? bagitau sini!) but I still love my Abah so much. I don't think I can ever live without my Abah! I love you, Abah! ♥

taken in London, 10 years ago..

GONG XI FA CAI!!

2012-01-22T19:48:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to all my chinese friends & to those who celebrate!!

So today, we had our "makan besar". Yumss! Haha makan besar la sangat! Actually, it's just dinner with my family. We had steamboat. Mama bought everything at the Pasar Tani in the morning, & at 6 o'clock in the evening, while the boys were playing football ourside, Mama siram pokok, I prepared all the ingredients. Ape sangat je pon.. Masuk kan air dalam benda steamboat tu. Masukkan perencah, then masuk kan all the bahan2! Tunggu mendidih then, wallah.. ready to be eaten! :)

we got the steamboat thingy after coming back from Korea. Sebab macam best je everyday makan steamboat kat Korea!

RM5 steak.

2012-01-22T13:20:00.001+08:00

Oooyeahh! There's such thing as RM5 steak, which taste awesome! :)

Hahaha.. well my family are getting bored with rice. So when we watched Rachael Ray 30 minutes meal & saw how simple the steak was made, we decided to make one ourselves. Mama made the steak, while I made the mashed potato, my favourite! We made five, and it only cost us like RM30, for the steak, mashed potato & the veggies. How awesome is that?

By the way, did you know, Rachael Ray is 44 this year. Two years younger than my parents. How is that possible? I thought she's in her early 20s!

maaflah, presentation fail. :)

A date with Bunny! ♥

2012-01-21T15:26:00.003+08:00

Oleh kerana, my Sheep was too busy, me & Bunny end up going on a date with just the two of us. But we had so much fun! :)

After months of waking up late, I set up the alarm to 8.30am. But ended waking up at 9.30am instead. Haha. Got ready, ate breakfast, just bread to lapik perut, then off to the KTM station. Can't remember what time I arrived at the KTM station, but I remember getting on the train at about 10.45am after much sumpah seranah! The train was super slow! =.=' It took me about an hour to reach Mid Valley! And when I finally arrived, I had to walk around by myself.

Ohh, when I got off the train, there's these chinese people, tahan I. And asked me to wrote my name & so on. I ended up giving them RM30. Macam tu je!! Hish, I'm still regretting it. And those people kept asking if I am chinese. Or mix chinese. I was like NO!! Seriously I am not. Tak ade darah Cina pon. Been getting this since I was a kid. I so don't look like Chinese la!

Rose arrived one & a half hour later. While waiting for her, I got Sheefa' her birthday present. Ate RotiBoy as I started to get hungry. Found out that MPH change to a smaller shop.

Then at 1.15pm, Rose finally arrived. Thank god, I was dying of boredom by myself. So we went to the cinema & decided to watch Contraband. The movie starts at two, so we went for ice cream, Baskin Robin, walk around, and to the cinema at 2pm. I was getting sleepy in the cinema. Haha.

Later, we went for lunch at 1901. Dah pukul 4, baru nak lunch. we decided to go home after the peak hours. So after lunch, went for a game of bowling. OMG!! I've got to tell you, I haven't played bowling for years. The last time I enter a bowling centre was when I'm still in SMI Hira', which is 2007. More or less about 4 years!! I thought I was the only one, but Rose too haven't played bowling since we last played together. So, ape lagi.. masuk longkang je la. Then, we went to the arcade. Playing games yg guna token tu. Oh my god, feels like going back to when we were kids. The best game was the air hockey. Haha. We played it twice. The other games, asyik telan our token je!

Had Laksa for dinner. And finally decide to go home at about 8.15pm. But guess what? The station was fulled with people. It was the CNY holiday. So people must use the chance to get together with family and friends, I guess. Just like me. So, we decided to come back at 9pm. While waiting, we went to the MPH, which is having a clearance sale, till this Sunday, 22/1. So, you people who loves books, go now. The books are super cheap. Imagine you can get a RM50 book for RM10.

At 9.15pm we went back to the KTM station. Still fulled with people. I was getting tired. As I was walking, playing the whole day. At 10pm, Mama called, asking when I'm coming home. I told her I'm still waiting for the train. She asked me to call Abah, who is in KL at the moment. I called & he said, he too is stuck in the traffic jam. Plus, he is driving one of his antique car. I have a trauma with his antique car. I pernah kene tolak his car yg mati tgh jalan once. So that was the first & the last time I ever rode his antique car.

I ended looking for a cab. And let me tell you! I rode the cab by myself from Mid Valley to my house. Dah la malam! It was SCARY. Because, I tend to imagine things, bad things, about a woman riding a cab. Many things can happen. I kept texting Mama all the way home. But, Alhamdulillah, I arrived home safely. But the driver was clueless about section 27, so I had to show him the way.

Anyway, it was a fun outing, after so long. Feels like a kid again. Sometimes, doing random stuff is AWESOME! :)

wished Sheefa' was there with us. :'(

I have a 20 years old sheep! :D

2012-01-21T13:53:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY SHARIFAH NAQIBAH! May Allah bless you throughout your live. And goodluck in your studies. Don't worry too much. I LOVE YOU! Have a happy birthday.. (Although awak tengah kem :D )

here's your present. ♥ ♥ ♥

Kim Jaejoong.

KekRa's 15 minutes videos.

2012-01-14T17:53:00.003+08:00

KekRa took this video using my phone back in 2009. She thought I won't know that she took my phone while I was in school. And when I found out, I took the phone to my family and watch it together. It was hilarious to us. We laughed our asses off. Bwahahaha :D

She's gonna be pissed if she knows I post this on my blog! haha Sorry! :)

This is just a random video I found in my old hard disk. Gonna post more!! hahaha :)

LK vs. Biology

2012-01-13T20:03:00.001+08:00

Haha. I know, I've left school for 2 years already. And here I am talking about LK and Biology? Well, It's my brother actually, Bangah. It's his turn to sit for SPM this year. As for last year, he has been taking LK. And I must say, he did very well. But, entah macam mana, this year, he got the chance to take Biology and ditch LK. At first, I was so against it. Even now, I can't agree to it. I know him so well, he is so much like me, we hate reading subjects, even my other two younger siblings hates reading subject. We like calculation far better. But, he still wanted to take Biology! Why Bangah? Why?? Still, whatever it is, I just hope he can perform well with Biology. I know I'm so not a good example when it comes to my SPM results (It sucks, thank you), but I hope, he can gets straight A's although it's hard. InsyaAllah. I'm praying hard for you, Bangah! :) GOODLUCK!

Make it brief.

2012-01-12T20:01:00.001+08:00

Did anyone read The Star newspaper today? Anyone?

There is this particular news that I find a bit disturbing. The article on 'No Pants Subway Ride'. This particular event was started by seven man in New York, eleven years back as a prank. It was celebrated last weekend. Well, it was an event where people strip down their pants when they got on the subway. I just don't get it. Why? Hopefully Malaysia won't take part in the coming years!! Seriously. If Malaysia does, I don't know where to go, anymore. =.='

somewhere in star two

I googled myself!

2012-01-10T23:00:00.002+08:00

Yeayh, I googled myself yawww! I know, I'm not famous and all. But I just wanted to know, what come up from my name.

Things that come up was all about my SNS and tonnes of crap. But I got to know what my name means.

Nur = Cahaya

Khalidah = Immortal

Syamimi = Keharumanku

My nickname is Mimi. But in Islam, Mimi doesn't mean anything. Humm, but I like that name. I can't imagine others calling me with some other name.

~~I search for my family members name's meanings too.~~

Abah

Johari = No meaning. Should he change his name?

Mama

Jasmin = Bunga Melati. I think this is just a direct translation.

Bangah

Ahmad = Most highly adored, or most praised; variation of name Muhammad

Irfan = Kebijaksanaan, kesyukuran, pengetahuan. No wonder he's one clever boy.

KekRa

Nur = Cahaya

Amira = Princess. That's why she's so girlish, perhaps.

Ikki

Ahmad = Most highly adored, or most praised; variation of name Muhammad

Ikhwan = Persaudaraan.

Do you realized that, I've got the longest name in the family?!

imagine

2012-01-10T22:11:00.000+08:00

Nowadays, we see wars everywhere. Everyone are fighting for their own interest. The humans has become greedy. We can only hope that, one day, the humans will live peacefully on earth. With no war, no famine and no poverty. As for now, all we can do is imagine.

My little sister is now "anak dara"

2012-01-10T15:45:00.001+08:00

Look how different she was back then..

She was so skinny back then. And I used to called her alien all the time. She even look like those kids in Ethiopia yg tak cukup makan. Then couple of years ago, she start putting on weight. And never manage to lose them back! :)

This is her, my annoying little sister, KekRa. Nowadays, she looks like this.

Now, she's almost as big as me. Not as tall as me, but share the same shoe size with me! Oooyeah, now I have more shoes to wear! muahahaha :D

Sheefa' is in the house..yaww!!

2012-01-08T14:31:00.001+08:00

was actually.

She came to my place and we practically did nothing. Just hang & talked about random things. Tweeting each other, although we're sitting side by side. MENTAL! bwahahaha.

Anyway, can't wait for our next date. Hopefully rose will there too.. InsyaAllah.

To Sheefa' : sampai hati u xde no phone I!! :'(

I'm sooo in trouble.

2012-01-07T19:43:00.002+08:00

OK, so I've accepted the offer on "penarapan". And now, I think I'm in trouble. Anyone, HELP!

Currently, I'm searching for info about 'penerapan'. Bila nak masuk? Kena buat any procedure tak? Mcm medical check up ke, anything yg macam masa nak masuk diploma dulu. But, nothing came up. Nak tanye kawan pon tak boleh, sebab, none of my friends yg I kenal from the same campus is doing penerapan. So, I googled it! And it's so not helping. Buka student portal pon meaningless. Sekarang macam mana? Wargh.. stress!!

Please anyone, help me!

vegetables.

2012-01-07T17:53:00.000+08:00

OK, who used to hate vegetables when they were kids?? I do! I hate it so much. I used to think that veggies taste bitter. Not nice. If there were vegetables in my food I'll take the time to take it out. And it took ages for me to finish my food. Mama, always complain. Haha. But now? I don't really care. I can even eat them raw. Well, dah besar la katakan. But there are certain vegetables that I still hate. They are sawi for its bitterness, celery for its smell, and those frozen mixed veggies, because it taste weird, don't you think so? :)

NERF WAR

2012-01-07T17:05:00.000+08:00

During the school holiday, last December, my lil' brother, Ikki, made a video with his friends. Entitled Nerf War. It was recorded around Subang Alam. I don't know where the guys got the idea from. LOL! It was FUNNY!! Watching the kids "berlakon". Haha. By the way, everything was done by themselves. Except, one of the father, edited the video & put it up on youtube. How awesome is that?!

So, here it is.

NERF WAR 1 (Malaysia)

Mimi, belum boleh kawin.

2012-01-03T21:37:00.000+08:00

I cooked for lunch today, and it was a total failure. Haha. It's not that I never cook before. Its just that, selalunya if I masak, Mama will be around. So, nak letak garam semua, boleh la tanya Mama berapa banyak, semua. But this time, I was on my own. Mama asked me to cook while she went to KekRa's school for "Majlis Suai Kenal". KekRa kan naik Form 1 tahun ni.

So what happen to my cooking? Ayam masak kicap dapat diselamatkan. Mama tolong repair. But my Udang goreng kunyit, adoiyai, MASIN! Takpelah, learn from your mistakes Mimi.

Improve your skills in preparing lauk-pauk, Mimi!

By the way, my brothers yg selalu byk comment tu makan jugak sampai habis! :) And in the end, I yg tak makan.

End of freedom..

2012-01-02T14:02:00.001+08:00

for my younger siblings!

During the holidays, mama allow them to play games on their own rooms. So all the TVs, PS2, XBOX, are in their rooms. But now, the holiday has ended. They'll start school this Wednesday. So all the TVs & games need to be put outside the room. And now, I bermaharajalela, because they can't play, & I can play 24/7!! Takpe, KakMi tolong main kan utk korang ye :)

2012

2012-01-01T00:28:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year everyone!! It's the first day of 2012!! Assalamualaikum, 2012! Alhamdulillah, we are still breathing.

So, tahun baru ni mesti semua dengan azam baru kan? Tahun lepas punye pon tak tercapai. Ni nak tambah lagi?

Anyway, my resolution for 2012 is to be a better person compared to who I was in 2011. InsyaAllah.

May Allah bless us throughout the year. Amin.

It's the end of 2011~

2011-12-31T12:24:00.001+08:00

It's 31st December 2011 people! The last day of 2011!! Alhamdullilah, 2011 has been a great year! So many lessons learned & experience gained.

In 2011,

Finished 3 semesters of Diploma in accountany in UiTM, Samarahan. With good results, Alhamdulillah, I got accepted to UiTM, Bandar Melaka doing Degree in accountancy. InsyaAllah, will be attending classes starting March 2012.

At the end of the 3rd semester, after sitting for my last paper, which is LAW240, I bid my last farewell to the girls, (Tas, Zatie, Migha, Leeya), who I spend 1 1/2 years with. Saying goodbye to UiTM, Samarahan, Desa Ilmu, Kuching Waterfront, The Spring mall, Tun Jugah, Kek Lapis, Laksa Sarawak, Butter Chicken, Teh C Special, Migha's Viva & all the other things in Sarawak was hard.

I've done so many things, that I never would have imagine, I'd be doing. Joining the dance club is one of the most memorable experience ever. In the 2nd semester I joined the netball club. So, The girls thought that we should try dancing for the 3rd semester. It'll be fun. And yes it was. In joining the dance club, I got to meet new friends, who like me, were forced to join dancing. I got the chance to visit the long house in Bintangor, Sarawak.

I celebrated my 19th birthday in Melbourne, Australia. Went to Phillip Island watching penguins. Eating roti canai for dinner. Another birthday without a birthday cake. But it was a nice birthday, celebrated with my beloved family.

Welcomed Ramadhan alone, twice in a row. It was such a lonely Ramadhan, but wasn't as depressing as it was the first time. Either went out to buy food at Bazaar Ramadhan and break fast with the girls in their room or break fast with friends at available restaurant in Desa Ilmu.

Ramadhan 2011, allowed me to meet my old friends from Hira'. All thanks to FatinN who makes it happen. I laughed so much that night. Meeting them after so long, made me realized, friendships are just too beautiful. We used to misunderstand each other. Can't stand each other presence, but that moment, nobody care. Everyone has changed. I bet when we meet again, there'll be more changes.

I bet Abah spent lots of money on vacation this year. In May we went to Australia, celebrating my birthday. In November, went on a surprise trip to London. In December, went to Vietnam with his staff. We traveled a lot, this year. Thank You, Abah!

Oh, yeah, in 2011, I learned how to ride public transport by myself!! Taxi & KTM. I'm so proud of myself :)

And not to forget, my phone rosak twice this year. Anyone wants to buy me a new one? As a new year's gift?? Anyone?

That's my 2011. It has been a great ride. There were times when I was so happy, and there was also times when I felt so sad. But that is life. So, I hope, 2012 will be another great year. InsyaAllah.

-2011-

Sunny.

2011-12-31T03:26:00.002+08:00

Just finished watching this Korean movie, and it's awesome. A story about friendships.

‘Sunny’ is about seven high school girls from the ’80s who called their group ‘Sunny’. Due to a series of circumstances, the girls eventually split off and go on their own paths. 25 years later, one of the members decides to have a ‘Sunny’ reunion. The movie tells the story of their past friendship and the events leading up to their reunion.

Friendships are just too beautiful.

your song.

2011-12-30T15:55:00.000+08:00

There's always a song in your playlist that you don't listen anymore, but never delete it.

Westlife - Seasons In The Sun. I've never deleted it. It's in my phone, iPod & laptop. I used to listen to it all the time. Put the song on repeat and listen to it over and over again. I don't know. Every time I update the songs, it never occur to me to delete it.

Bangah & me used to love Westlife so much :)

3 idiots

2011-12-29T23:49:00.000+08:00

The best Bollywood movie ever! My opinion la. This me movie cracks me up. I don't know how many times I've watched it. Me and the girls (Tas, Zatie, Migha, Leeya) watched it tonnes of times. Asal bosan je tengok 3 idiots. Sampaikan lagu yg dlm movie to stuck on our head. I've even memorized the story line. Apa jadi next scene, apa dia nak cakap. Sampai mcm tu skali. But cerita ni byk pengajaran. So, tak pe la tgk byk kali pon kan?

All is Well! :)

E.L.F

2011-12-29T17:58:00.002+08:00

Today, E.L.F around the world are pissed. I'm an E.L.F to, kind of. And I'm pissed with SME. Seriously, I bet, soon it's SJ turn to fight with SME. Why do you treat your artist like that? They work for you, can't you treat them nicely?

♥ SJ + ELF ♥

wargh emo pulak aku hari ni. Oh yeah, I love Kpop. Got a problem? =.="

Typical Malaysian #2

2011-12-28T23:03:00.004+08:00

OK, I was browsing twitter timeline. And someone tweeted this.

"either stop / slow driving tengok accident, bukan utk tolong tapi saja buat sibuk. #TypicalMalaysians."

And this is so true! If nak tolong tak pe la jugak!! Ni tolong buat jam! Bagus! =.="

To my Munmun,

2011-12-28T22:51:00.001+08:00

Congrates on your latest relationship. I hope it goes well. If jodoh korang panjang, naik sampai jinjang pelamin, ingat la kat aku ni. Jangan lupa jemput pulak.

I just want to remind you, to not neglect your studies. You always need people to remind you this. I don't want you to regret it later. Jangan leka bila dah bahagia OK. And please get over the past. Ape yg dah lepas tu, lepas la Tas. You need to move on.

Anyway, congrates again. Hope you'll be happy. :)

Muna Tasnim, is my Munmun, and I'm her Syasya! ♥♥♥

You just made me miss you more!

2011-12-28T22:27:00.000+08:00

Sheefa'! I miss you!! Seriously, I do. After watching that video, I cried. Although we are living near to each other, we haven't got the time to spend together. It's been months since I last saw you. I know you are busy with your studies, I know, I really do. But I can't complain, and I won't complain, I promised. I know, you need to focus on your studies, so that one day, you'll be a successful Doctor, InsyaAllah.

Sorry if I haven't been there for you for the past couple of months. I promised to be there when you have problems, but I didn't. I am such a bad friend. I switched off my phone. (rosak). Sorry if in that period of time, you really needed me. I know, I always find you whenever I have problems. Tapi bila kite cuti kite buat tak tau je. Sorry, I wasn't there.

Macam apa yg video tu kata, I hope we'll be best friends till Jannah. InsyaAllah. I miss YOU, Sharifah Naqibah! I really, really do!!!

♥ since 2002 ♥

Back to School.

2011-12-28T21:11:00.002+08:00

In one week time, my little siblings are going back to school. Irfan will be in form 5, taking SPM. KekRa will be in form 1, first year in high school. Ikki will be in standard 5. They'll be attending different school, different places. Mama gonna be nuts sending them off to school in the morning.

So, today we went shopping for shoes & bags. Wahh, miss the time when I used to gedik2 pilih bag, finding the perfect shoes, buying tonnes of new stationery (walaupun yg lama banyak lagi), writing down names on every single books, kecoh2 dgn Mama balut buku, kapur kasut siap2, school uniform siap iron, sumbat segala buku yg ada dlm bag baru, what else? Banyak la.

Now, as a university student, mana ada dah. New semester, doesn't mean new things. Pakai yg mana ada sudah. Rindu zaman sekolah. Kanak2 riang tak cukup umur. Main all the time tak ingat dunia!

Little mini reunion

2011-12-27T21:54:00.001+08:00

Went outing at KLCC with Migha & Zatie yaww!! Had so much fun talking. Happy la tu. Of course, dude! Haven't seen them for months. Well I'm still holidaying, while they're struggling in sarawak with their studies, love life, and so on.. Me? Still having fun while I can. Like what I said to Migha & Zati just now, "aku cuti la, enjoy habis2, otak simpan dlm peti, bulan 3 pakai balek.." We did nothing much, watch sherlock holmes which is awesome, late lunch (tiga lebih jugak la, da la tak breakfast, balik rumah, Migraine!), gossiping (tak ingat dunia), window shopping (sampai penat), bought RotiBoy for my little siblings (which end up penyet), then went home. That's all. By the way, I rode the ktm by myself yaww!! You better believe it. Course I did!! Hooray!! (batak btol la!)

Bila naik ktm hari ni, teringat tube system kat london yang awesome itu!

Typical Malaysian.

2011-12-26T21:14:00.001+08:00

Malaysian just love shopping, don't they? Pantang ada sale. Confirm shopping mall sesak. Any shopping mall la, lagi-lagi dekat KL ni. And lagi satu, Malaysian suka holiday. Asal cuti je, hotel semua fully booked. Flight ticket sold out. Traffic jam sana sini.

Mimi, mengata orang! Diri sendiri pon sama. Dah tu yang kau pergi KLCC hari ni kenapa? Time cuti la kau pergi holiday dengan family kau kan? Well, I AM MALAYSIAN!

Kaftan

2011-12-25T19:21:00.002+08:00

LOL! I thought kaftan tu butang kat tangan tu. hahaha. Rupa-rupanya baju! I went to MakLang's this morning. She asked me whether I want Kaftan or not? She told me that she bought it while she was picking up her daughter in Kelantan. And I gave her a confused look. Of course la, I don't understand her at first. Then she explained & gave me two Kaftan. Red & green. Thank you MakLang. I don't know why, but she always buy me something, wherever she goes. It's not like she don't have any daughters. She does have. Two of them, Sarihah & Nasuha.

Conquering the world.

2011-12-25T13:41:00.001+08:00

One day, I want to take a break & go travel around the world. It's gonna be awesome. I can learn new things. Gain new experience. Explore their unique culture. Oh my, just thinking about it, makes me excited. InsyaAllah, one day mimi. :)

Kami nak duduk bawah ketiak Mama & Abah.

2011-12-25T13:32:00.000+08:00

Me & my siblings always talk on how we don't want to live without our parents. We always said that, when we grow up, we'll always live together under the same roof. We discuss on how to divide the chores, the bills & other related stuff. I'll pay for the bills, Bangah'll build us a huge, comfy house, Kekra'll pay for the maids, while Ikki'll find a driver & pay them.

It's silly, but that is us. Creating nonsense. But we promise Mama & Abah, we won't send them to the "rumah orang tua"! Never, we promise. InsyaAllah.

New Layout.

2011-12-25T01:32:00.000+08:00

So, I've been trying to change my layout. I spent hours already, and I'm still not satisfied. I've forgotten how to change it, actually. I remember I used to download them from btemplates. But now? I did download them. But I don't know how it work. I don't know how to change from the old one. So, what I did was, change to dynamic view. That's all. I've been trying to figure it out from 8.30 p.m. I give up. It's already 1.30 a.m. I need to sleep. Goodnight! :)

Don't laugh at me. I know, it's PINK!! So not me! I wanted it to be black & white polka dots! =.="

Friends.

2011-12-24T13:38:00.001+08:00

We sibling were talking about Fathul (kawan Bangah), who sells Roti John at the night market every thursday. It's the best Roti John we ever tasted! (haha, promote ni) We were discussing on how to make it. When did he put the cheese and all.

Then suddenly, Mama said, isn't he's going back to he's school? (Teknik Sepang, tak silap). So we won't be seeing him for a period of time la? Then Ikki said, "Bangah da tak boleh kawan dengan dia la?" (haha, the ten year old boy, question). So, Bangah said, they can still be friends. It doesn't matter where you are. Even if you don't see each other often.

The hilarious part was when he took me as an example. He said, look at Kakmi, although she is now in University, she still keep in touch with her friends from school. I am a good example, thank you.

"And when her friends had a sleepover at our place, they sleep in the same bed, under the same blanket." I was like, WTH?? Diam-diam sudah!

OK. So we do. What's the problem? :)

Ikki's essay on Vietnam.

2011-12-23T13:30:00.004+08:00

He's ten. So, his essay is funny. Because, the sentences are tunggang-terbalik(betul ke eja ni?). Mama made him write a Malay essay to help him improve. (I've once told you, we all sucks in BM). Well, Mama has been asking about it for quite sometimes already. She asked Ikki to write about his experience in London when we came back to Malaysia. But he never did. So, when we went to Vietnam recently, Mama made him write about Vietnam. And he just did it today. After Mama nags him. haha. It has been one week since we got home!

Boys handwriting memang macam ni ke?

So here it goes.

Pada suatu hari saya ke Vietnam. Saya pergi menggunakan kapal terbang. Saya pergi ke hotel saya menggunakan bas. Nama hotel saya ialah Lan Lan Hotel 2. Di situ saya makan makanan yang halal seperti pizza, roti dan lain-lain. Saya pergi ke tempat orang US dan Vietnam berperang. Di situ macam Madam Tusar (Madame Tussaud) juga tetapi patung di situ perempuan sahaja. Nama tentera perempuan itu ialah grela (guerilla). Di situ juga boleh menembak menggunakan senjata. Kita mesti beli pelurunya kalau nak tembak. Saya tak boleh tembak tetapi saya seronok di situ. Ia sangat best. Saya balik ke hotel. Sampai sini sahajalah saya mengongsi cerita saya. Terima kasih untuk baca.

Now, I'm making him write about London. Tapi entah tahun bila pula nak dapat!

Public Transport.

2011-12-22T23:42:00.000+08:00

OK, I've this problem that you may see as, Dude you are making such a big fuss over such a petty thing! Well, I hate going on public transport alone by myself. Seriously. I always feels like someone is following me or something. It's uncomfortable.

This upcoming Monday, Migha wanted to see me in KLCC. KLCC!! Means that I've to get on the KTM by myself. No one to accompany me. (ajak Bangah, but he don't want to. Said, he doesn't have any money.) This Monday is 26th December. Public holiday as Christmas is in on Sunday. So, I'm guessing that tonnes of people will be going to KL. Dah tu, aku sorang nak naik KTM? Ish. Why can't I drive yet? That's another big problem. I've lost my confident in driving. I haven't been driving much. So, it's not helping. Help!

I'm a phonebreaker.

2011-12-22T23:14:00.000+08:00

haha. Well I am. Handphones won't last long with me. The latest I had is Nokia C7. Which is already broken. I used it for only four months. And when I got back from Sarawak for my holidays, it's broken. Well I don't know why. The previous one, which is Blackberry curve, also, broken. Both of them are lying around in my room waiting to be fixed. I don't exactly know when I am going to do so. So, I haven't been using any phone for the past 2months++. Sorry to those who can't reach me.

Nanti I kaya raya I beli phone OK. Asal rosak je, I beli baru. Sekarang tak boleh, because abah yang beli. Nanti die bebel tak ingat dunia! Sekarang pon bebel, sebab rosak kan phone. Well, bukan nye sengaja. Phone tu yang tak pasal rosak sendiri. I didn't do anything. Haha.

Nicknames.

2011-12-22T22:16:00.001+08:00

LOL. I was laughing so hard talking with Ikki just now. We were talking on random things on the way to 'pasar malam'. Then Ikki start asking about the nicknames (along, angah and so on).

Meraka yang perasan comel!

The eldest will be called Along. Second one is Angah. Then the third is Alang. kan? Then, the fourth child? Achik? Or in his case, the youngest. Should be call Usu right? But then, he got a great idea for himself. The youngest should be comel! (he actually shout it out loud). WTH, Ikki? You seriously want us to call you comel?? Dream on! No way I'm going to do that. Macam la comel sangat?! He insisted us to do so. He even asked Bangah to call him comel! Then Bangah said the second child should be call comel! OMG, my brothers have lost their mind, is it? Both perasan comel!

So let me tell you how we each got our nicknames.

As for me, I don't exactly know how. My family call me Kakmi. Whereas, my friends call me Mimi, but Tas called me Syasya! Suke hati mak nenek die je!

Bangah. Well, he's the second child. So automatically, he's called Bangah. Abang + Angah = Bangah.

Kekra. Haha. She got her name because of Ikki. When Ikki was younger, he was pelat. So he called Kak Ira as Kekra. Then melekat. Everyone in the family calls her that.

As for Ikki? Well, he was actually called Wan, from Ikhwan. Then Makngah Faizah didn't like it. She said what if people say, "Hai, wan." It is as if we are calling him animal. So we changed. But we still called him Wan, sometimes. And his friends call him Wan, of course.

The Hira' girls.

2011-12-22T20:02:00.000+08:00

I had tonnes of memories with them. I spent most of my school years with them. I was in Hira' for 7 precious years. I'm blessed to have them as friends. Sure, we had our misunderstandings. Well, of course we do. We were once kids, aren't we? But one thing for sure, we had so much fun. I'm thankful that we still keep in touch. Alhamdulillah. Ya Allah, please make this friendship last. Amin.

3MC^2

2011-12-22T19:14:00.003+08:00

-my recipe book-

I found this years ago, in The Star. If you ever need a quick fix, this is the best. The ingredients are simple.

2 tbsp melted butter

1 tbsp water

1 egg

1/4 tsp baking powder

1 heaped tbsp Milo/cocoa powder

3 tbsp sugar (I only put in 1 1/2 tbsp)

1/4 cup flour

All you have to do is mix them all. Then pour into two mugs, cover with cling wrap. Put in the microwave for 1 minute. (microwave on "high") Done. Best eaten warm with ice cream.

1Malaysia Muhibbah campaign

2011-12-22T18:17:00.002+08:00

So, I found out about this campaign from Hanis Zalikha's blog. Well this campaign allow you to get 30% off your European flight ticket. On one condition. You have to travel in group, 3/6/9 person, which consist of 3 different races.

So, Sheefa', Rose! Let's go! The three of us! It's gonna be fun. Sheefa' is Arabian, Rose is Javanese & I'm Siamese. Boleh diterima tak? hahahaha

Siblings.

2011-12-22T16:30:00.002+08:00

I have two younger brothers & a younger sister. I'm the eldest. And I LOVE them! :)

-The J&J's Kids-

We can laugh off a stupid petty things until senak perut. We can spend time in the kitchen doing actually nothing, but laughing our asses off like crazy. We also fight over simple things, that others see as, what the hell were they doing? Screaming at each other. That's us. Well that's what we, brothers & sisters do, mostly. At times, when they got on my nerve, I really do hate them, I sometimes even wished I was the only daughter. But, when they're away, I'll start missing them badly. They're like this annoying little brats that you can't live without.

What I hate the most is others bullying them. I hate it so much! The only person who can bully them, get mad at them, is only me (besides my parents, of course). Now, they're growing up so fast. They're getting bigger than me. Bangah already do, of course, way way bigger than me, and so much taller. Kekra is also growing, almost as big as me. We even share the same shoe size. Ikki has just turned 10, but is still manja & gedik. Maybe because he's the youngest? Gosh, if this is how I feel, it must be harder for mama & abah huh?

Friends come & go, but family? They always stay by your side. Always! No matter what. Thus, I LOVE my family so much. :)

Vietnam's tour guide.

2011-12-20T23:39:00.001+08:00

LOL No wonder I thought his face was so familiar. Our tour guide in Vietnam, Alex. I was browsing through allkpop and came across an article about Yang Hyun Suk & J.Y.P. And guess what? Alex looks like Yang Hyun Suk! Seriously! Unfortunately, I don't have any picture of him to prove it.

School

2011-12-20T00:38:00.002+08:00

I remembered being in school. I had always wanted to leave. I wanted it to finish faster. I hated school. Especially the last two years of my high school. I went to school to meet my friends. To play around, to have fun. I never actually like studying. Did my homework forcefully. Studied when mama was screaming, abah kept on nagging.

Now, here I am, the girl who used to hates studying is now a university student. Enjoying the time taken to study. Loving the time when she did well. Because she knows, she did her best. Why didn't she realized it sooner? Well she was a teenager. Who goes through a phase of rebellion. Now, she appreciated it much more. She knows, when she succeed, it's not for others, but herself. She's not only making her parents or others proud, but herself. When she succeed, she can say, it's her hard work, together with Allah's & others help. Sure, there were times she feels like giving up. But that's normal. InsyaAllah, in the future, she'll do better. She promised herself. She owed it to herself.

Nur Khalidah Syamimi Bt. Johari, work hard. You know it's worth it. Although it's hard!

Ho Chi Minh City, Vietnam 12/2011

2011-12-19T23:40:00.002+08:00

We were in Vietnam for 4 days, 3 nights. Went there on last Thursday & came back yesterday night (Sunday), with Abah's staff. Overall it was fun & exhausting.

On Thursday, we were really rushing because Suresh was late to pick us up & send us to the airport. When we were finally at the airport, our travel agent (Uncle Man) haven't yet arrived. So it made all of us worried. As a consequences, we were literally running around LCCT. While waiting for Uncle Man, we had our lunch - some chicken wrap. After checking-in, we were once again rushing. The staff(abah's staff) have all went for boarding, leaving my family & I behind. So we were kinda lost. Normally, we would go for another gate for international boarding, but this time, there's a new gate besides the domestic gate. So we were confused & went for the old gate first. Ending up, having to go to the new gate. It took about two hours to reach Vietnam.

On our arrival, we were welcomed by our tourist guide Sir Alex Ferguson. Haha. Kidding. Alex or Vinh(his Vietnam name). My first impression of Vietnam was, it remind me so much of Kuching, Sarawak. Even the airport kinda look like KIA. Alex pick us up with a bus. On the bus, Alex taught us some Vietnam words such as Hello, expensive, Thank you & How much?. (don't know how to write in Vietnam, google translate is not helping either). We made fun of the word "makwa" which means expensive. All the guys keep on saying "makwe" as it means girlfriend in Malay.

Our first stop was not the hotel but Saigon Post Office & Saigon Notre-Dame Basilica. The architectures were influenced by French. Most of the building remind me of Paris. After taking some pictures & walking around we went shopping. I think, mama bought some nice telekung, for her, Kekra & myself. It was already night time when we finished shopping. (I don't actually shop, just followed them around) So, we headed to a halal restaurant for dinner which was delicious. ooooyyeeaahhh. Then, went to the hotel to check-in. As always, I got to share the room with Kekra, while Mama with Abah & Bangah with Ikki. After taking our shower & rest for a bit, we walked to the night market besides Cho Ben Thanh which is 50m from our hotel, Lan Lan 2 Hotel.

-Saigon City-

Saigon Post Office

Saigon Notre-Dame Basilica

The landscaping was nice

The next day, we had an early breakfast at 7 a.m, because we needed to start our journey to Chu Chi Tunnel at 8.30 a.m, which took about two hours from Saigon City. On arrival, we were briefed about the history and watched a video related to it. We toured around the battlefield & somehow it made me think if studying history was like this, then it will be so much fun. I got the chance to walk through the 15m tunnel. And let me tell you, it was exhausting! You had to bend down (macam rukuk), and walk for 15m, you can't breath & it was dark. You can't see anything, even if someone's butt was in your face. At first, I was walking with my head down. But in the end I had to crawl out. Because I seriously can't take it anymore. I was out of breath. I can't see, & I almost pull Kekra's pants. (nasib tak terbuka). Then, we went shooting. We bought ten bullets for 17USD. And Abah, Bangah & Pakngah tried their hands on shooting. I was there at the shooting range, to take some pictures. I thought I'm going deaf as the shots were loud. I was screaming when talking. After that tiring activity, we were served with boiled Tapioca & hot tea (feel macam askar sikit). After taking some group photos, we head back to Saigon city for our lunch. Stopped by at a mosque to perform our prayer. We visited the museum, where it shows Vietnam history. Before calling it a day & had dinner we went shopping for hours in Cho Ben Thanh. Dinner, then back to the hotel. Us, adik-beradik, stayed in the room, resting & watching TVs (there's English channel), while Mama & Abah went out for coffee.

-Chu Chi Tunnel-

J&J's Kids!

Didn't even hit the target!

Eating corn & holding our handbags, while we're in the tunnel

Ubi Kayu rebus.

I explored the Chu Chi Tunnel, wearing this.

Abah's staff. (I only know some of them)

-Museum-

We lost Ikki in here for a while. haha

Awkward!

The museum was open air. with no main entrance nor exit. So, no entrance fee.

Waking up on the third day, my body was aching all over. As a result from going into the tunnel I guessed. The third day, we went to Mekong River. We got to the jetty at Mekong River by bus & took a boat to the island across (Don't know what it's called). On the island, we were served with Honey Tea, watched how coconut candy were made (kinda looks & taste like dodol), enjoyed tropical fruits such as longan (which Alex pronounce as 'Long Gun', we made fun of that the entire day), Ciku, Limau Barli, Pineapple & Papaya. While eating the fruits we were entertained by some ladies who sang quite a number of songs. We walked to the other part of the island and rode a sampan back to the jetty on the island. Scary! With no life jacket on, but a cone shape hat. Four person on each sampan, with two rower. We took the same boat back to mainland and were given 'Air Kelapa' to drink. Back on the mainland, we head back to Saigon City & had lunch. Before continuing our journey to Cho Binh Tay - ChinaTown, we stopped at a mosque to pray & visit Melayu Champa people. Once again, we went to Cho Ben Thanh, after Cho Binh Tay. After dinner, us siblings stayed at the hotel. Mama & Abah when for massage & to HardRock Cafe. I wanted to follow but I can't stand others massaging me. So I spend the night in the room with Kekra reading novel.

-Mekong River-

Excited to get to the island.

Honey Tea.

Tropical Fruits.

The scary 'sampan'.

Air Kelapa on the way back.

Jetty.

The last day was spent on last minute shopping. I bought some souvenirs. I didn't buy anything in Vietnam, seriously. At 1 p.m, we checked out & Alex brought us to a Vietnam craft centre, where we were served Lotus Tea & coffee. Spent about half an hour there and went to the airport. After checking in there was one hour left before departure. Without having lunch, we waited. Suddenly, it was announced that the flight was delayed for two hours! Two hours! from 4.10 p.m to 6.35 p.m! We we starving. We went to search for food, come back with only biscuits. At the last minute, at about 5.45 p.m it was announced that they will be distributing coupon for food. It's was tolerable. But the service sucks big time! We ordered rice with veggies. But the food was given to us at 6.15 p.m! 6.15p.m for crying out loud! It's time to board the plane!! We didn't finish them & head to the gate (the gate was changed to another). Lucky for us, we booked in flight meal. Fried Rice with Chicken Satay. Arrived home at 11 p.m & head straight to bed without showering.

-Cho Ben Thanh-

In front of Cho Ben Thanh.

Cho Ben Thanh, back door.

-Airport-

Anak Manja!

Annoying, made us wait for 4 hours!!

There's about 4million motorbikes in Vietnam. And crossing the road is scary. As if you voluntarily want to commit suicide. There's no traffic light to show when a pedestrian should cross the road. You can simply cross the road & the motorbike will avoid themselves from you. It's kinda safe in its own way, but still scary! Like Indonesia, Vietnamese practice honking on the road, although not as bad.

3rd semester.

2011-12-15T10:42:00.002+08:00

I know, it has ended months ago & others are already half way through their 4th semester, counting weeks to final. As for me, I am still on my holiday till February, as I am going to further studies in degree. InsyaAllah.

As I remember, semester 3 was hard for me. Maybe I was too stressed out, thinking on doing 'penerapan'. Semester 3 wasn't fun as semester 2. I don't know why. But, of course, it was all my fault. I can only put the blame on myself. I worried to much for what the future holds for me, I guess.

I remembered this one particular incident, where I had a major break down. It lasted for over a week, if I am not mistaken. During that period of time, it felt as if the world really hated me for who I am. It's like Allah wanted to test me, whether I can cope with life or not. (Although we all know that everyday is a test from Him). I remembered failing my core subject (FAR200) & didn't perform well in 5 other subjects. I can't even get myself an A for a quiz. Wargh, that time, really, I was mad at myself. When mama & abah text or call, I didn't reply or answer the phone. They were worried sick for their far away daughter. They can't console me as much because, communication are limited to phone only. (I was in Sarawak, afterall). For that one week, I attended class like a zombie. I didn't talk much (I am quiet talkative, actually). I skipped meals. I ate, only if my friends were around. I was living like a mad person.

I always seek help from my parents & BFFs when I am in trouble. But that particular time, I didn't. It's like I don't want them to know that I am weak. When I recall back, I feel bad to my family & friends. Especially, my parents to whom I behave like that.

Unlike the previous two semester, I didn't get a Dean's List Award (only 3.45). Maybe, that is His way in teaching me. I accept it with an open heart. Although, of course, at first, it feels unfair. I don't want to accept it. But as time pass by, I realized that, sometimes, we need to hit rock bottom to be thankful for what we have.

-the day I cried on the plane-

mistakes.

2011-12-13T21:42:00.003+08:00

"If you don't act foolish when you were young, you won't have anything to smile about when you are older."

-found somewhere in instagram-

Blank.

2011-12-13T15:29:00.002+08:00

I hate it the most when my mind suddenly went blank. Especially when I wanted to write or say something! It was all in your head 5 minutes ago. And then when you finally want to say it out loud, you couldn't even remember what it is! I find this so super duper annoying. And it happened to me so many times! =.='

tak pernah berpuas hati!

2011-12-05T21:43:00.001+08:00

Well I am one. I never am thankful for what I have(literally). Always want more. & always merungut. I just wish someday I'll turn into someone who are thankful for what I have. When I see my friends or others, I want to be like them. I want to be matured just like them. I want to be successful just like them. I hate myself for not being like them. For now I think, I'll just live happily. Kita berubah perlahan-lahan ye Nur Khalidah!

I wonder!?

2011-12-03T22:28:00.001+08:00

I'm jealous of those who studied overseas. They seem to travel a lot. Don't you think so? I wonder where do they get the money from. ain't it expensive? humm maybe after degree mane tau ade rezeki. I want to further studies overseas! Insyaallah! Angan-angan tinggi ni!! Have to work super hard MIMI!!

I love travelling! I'm blessed to have a dad who always bringing us to places. I'm thankful for that. & I love you, abah!

Ikki is now 10!!

2011-12-02T21:40:00.001+08:00

yeayh! my baby brother is 10! so today we celebrated with our paternal family(excluding our granny). so the 3 families(ours, pakngah's, maksu's) gather today. eating, chatting & chill. (planned to hold a barbecue party but end up not doing so, as it was raining heavily.)

after finishing with the cakes, the elders bersembang di hall bawah while watching muzik2! and all the cousinzz sume upstairs. the boys played games. while the girls do some movie marathons. all my cousins are underage. 12 & below. me(as the eldest grandchild,19) & bangah(16) were the only teenagers?! :) although i am almost twenty already! so i spend my time by my self in my room surfing the net. how sad!

me & the youngest grandchild weren't in the picture!

(me~taking the pic, the youngest~demam)

3 things about my baby brother:-

--> he still sleep with me in my room (kadang2, especially if i baru balek dari kampus ke..)

--> he still wants me to mandikan die, gosok kan gigi

--> he's such an annoying lil' brother but i'll love him no matter what! hahaha

Please call me MIMI!

2011-11-28T20:46:00.001+08:00

This is the most annoying thing ever! People who suke suki pendekkan & tunggang tebalikkan my name! for crying out loud!! my name is Nur Khalidah Syamimi Bt Johari! & please do call me mimi! TQ!

Do not make fun of my name!

last time when i went to london, kat flight ticket i tulis JOHARI/N sahaje!! geram je i tgk flight ticket tu! -___-"

penerapan

2011-11-21T00:11:00.001+08:00

so i accept the offer already! hopefully everything goes well! INSYAALLAH! to my friends yg teruskan diploma, goodluck & all the best on the upcoming semester!

STATUS	SUDAH MENDAFTAR
TARIKH DAFTAR	19/11/2011 19:11:41
NO PELAJAR
NO KAD PENGENALAN
NAMA	NUR KHALIDAH SYAMIMI BINTI JOHARI
ALAMAT

POSKOD	40400
BANDAR	SHAH ALAM
NEGERI	SELANGOR
PROGRAM	AC220 - SARJANA MUDA PERAKAUNAN (KEPUJIAN)
KAMPUS	M1 - UiTM Kampus Bandar Melaka
SEMESTER	Semester 2 2011/2012
KEMUDAHAN KOLEJ KEDIAMAN	TIDAK DISEDIAKAN

autumn in UK 11/2011

2011-11-20T23:11:00.001+08:00

London was AWESOME!!

Bertolak from KLIA on 09/11/2011 around 9p.m. Naik Qatar Airways & transit dekat Doha, Qatar. Qatar Airways sangat awesome ok! makan banyak!

So we were there for over a week. Time kat UK sempat la jugak menjelajah London, Manchester, Liverpool & Paris. Our main mission is to shop till we drop! & we did! Every morning we woke up, had breakfast & get ready(mandi & stuff), then we'll spend the day walking around sightseeing & shopping. At the end of the day when we were all exhausted we head home & sleep. The same routine were repeated for over a week. Cume time first day la jetlag..

stayed in Jubilee Heights, Kilburn.

10/11/2011. We arrived in the morning about 7a.m. Freshen up ourselves at the apartment & took the tube to London(city) as we were staying in Kilburn(out circuit sikit). We head back early as aunt Ita wanted to meet us at the apartment. So while waiting for her at around 4p.m, we all fell asleep - jetlag (as it was nighttime in Malaysia). Even mom & dad, but they woke up when auntie Ita came, unlike us, who slept tengah2 hall! So that's how we spent our first day in London.

mama thought the bear was a naked human being!

11/11/2011. The second day, we woke up at 1a.m local time & had breakfast! Then back to sleep as we need to familiarize ourselves with their time. Woke up again around 6a.m & went to Bicester Village. We spent the whole day shopping! Enter every shop available. We even skip our lunch & dinner! So before we took the train back to Maryleborne & the tube to Kilburn, we grab some sandwiches & hot choc from Pret Manger. The moment we arrived at the apartment, everyone head straight to bed. Nobody even bother to eat or take shower as we were all exhausted.

NO sale!

12/11/2011. Planned to go to Madame Tussaud on the third day, but ended up going to Harrods & did some shopping around there. It was weekend, so there were tonnes of people who wants to go to Madame Tussaud (queue panjang GILA!)

crossing the London Bridge~

13/11/2011. On the fourth day, we went to the London Bridge. Took a cruise along the Thames river & saw all the London attraction (Big Ben, London Eye, etc.), but it was cold as we were sitting on a boat & it was windy(tgh autumn). Dah la masing2 wore sweaters & tshirt je! Then we spent about sejam setengah walking around Bayswater searching for Malaysian hall. We were not really that hungry but when we arrived, we were already STARVING!

Madame Tussauds was actually name after the founder - Marie Tussaud

14/11/2011. We went to Madame Tussaud. This time, tak ramai orang as it was weekdays. The last time I went to Madame Tussaud was 10 years ago! Quite some time already & it has changed a lot from what I remembered! It has gotten a lot bigger and the wax figure has also changed. I think Ikki had the most fun here. Ate McDonald at Oxford street & head back (the first time that we ever came back early)

we're MAN UTD fan!! (me, not really!)

15/11/2011. Woke up early for our trip to Manchester. Aunti Ita drove us. Went to Old Traffort stadium. Bangah & Ikki took loads of pictures as they are die hard fan of ManU. Went on a tour around the stadium. From there, we head to Liverpool. Stop at Costco nearby to buy food & Ikki fell on the ground hitting his head hard making all of us worried!(Benjol & muntah2). After enjoying the beautiful scenery in Liverpool we head to Chishire Oak to shop again!!

French sangat stylo!

16/11/2011. We went to Paris! Took the train from St. Pancras & in about 2 hours we arrived! It was so cold in Paris. We were all shivering as we were wearing a sweater each when it is 2 degree celcius! We got on the tour bus & went around Paris. Didn't get the chance to shop as were rushing. Nak kejar train balik London. But abah bought a pair of shoes.

I'm loving autumn! No flowers!! :)

17/11/2011. Semua cakap nak bangun lambat but we end up waking up quite early around 6.30a.m. Abah called PakNgah mintak tolong amek result Kekra as it was the day UPSR result keluar. We were all anxious & nervous while waiting for the text message. She got 4A 1B. Congrates! OK la tu. It's just that bangah & me got 5A for our UPSR. So she seems to be a little sad. Before going out, helped ma pack our things & guess what? Tak cukup bag! We head to Buckingham Palace & arrived just in time for the marching(they tukar guard), walk around Hyde Park, went to Hard Rock cafe(others bought tshirt as a souvenir, I bought a bracelet, yeay me!). Went to Oxford Street for the last time to find souvenir for friends in Malaysia. Balik apartment, aunti Ita came, hantar Nasi Lemak which is AWESOME!! sedap!!

18/11/2011. Flight kitorang pukul 2.15p.m. So pagi tu kitorang pack barang & kemas apartment(sewa dari auntie Ita). We realized we shopped too much! We came with 2 bags! But balik with 6 bags!!Siap kene beli baru! So before the driver jemput, we walk around Kilburn. I think the majority who lives in Kilburn are muslim as there were a lot of muslim food. Even the KFC is halal.

Sampai Malaysia I jetlag sampai 2 hari! hebat tak?

p/s: kan best if kat Malaysia ade tube macam kat London. convenient gila kot! Me & my younger brothers had memorize the tube map already. Superb tak?

"faten, SORRY tak sempat jumpe!"

MILO

2011-11-09T18:24:00.001+08:00

When I was a child, I used to hate milo so much! Everytime mama made milo for breakfast, I'll start being cranky! But then, I started drinking milo when I enter university! As I don't like nescafe as much so I substitute it with Milo. And now I'm so addicted to Milo! Now I drink at least one glass a day! GILA tak? Mama find it BIZZARE!! hahaha So she asked me when did I start drinking Milo?(Macam buat salah pulak). How come you drink milo so much? No idea la mummy!

-am addicted to Milo, Hot choc & seangkatan dengannya!-

i love FOOD!

2011-11-09T00:16:00.000+08:00

As you can see, that is me! Indulging myself with food! I gain weight super easily! Loosing it, dream on! I love food! I can't help it! I eat when I am happy! I eat when I am sad! I eat when I am stressed out! I eat all the time! That is my weakness!

you ditch me?

2011-11-09T00:09:00.000+08:00

where am I? how could you?! =.='

UN-planned outing??

2011-11-08T22:40:00.000+08:00

Went outing with the girls today! With the two super busy girls that I called my BFFs, Rossa & Sheefa'! Anis & Mija pon ade same :) Everyhting was UN-planned! (we decided last night) I thought I couldn't make it as i might still be in my hometown!

They told me, we're going at 12pm! So I woke up at 8am and chill la dulu, mcm biase.. but then at 9.50am I was just starting to pack(for london) & Anis texted me saying we're going at 10.15am! I was like, what the hell? I haven't even showered yet!

Ape lagi, mandi mcm kerbau, capai baju yg ade, spray perfume satu botol, jalan! Anis drove us(me & Sheefa')!! THANKS babe! (I thought she'll be driving like siput, because i read Amni & Fatin tweet). Went to Sunway Pyramid.

Arrived at 1120pm mcm tu kot.. So with me, Sheefa' & Anis, we went to the cinema to buy the tickets! (only me & Anis brought our student card - so we got discount la) We watch Tower Heist which start at 12.20pm! Best! Round mall while waiting for Mija(she rode the KTM to Subang & took the bus to Sunway pyramid) & Rose(her brother drove her as she was staying in semenyih). We were at the entrance when they arrived! So we waited for them there!

The funny thing was, I was trying to explain to Mija where we were! I told her we were standing in front of the Ferris wheel! (ferris wheel in malay anyone?) I told her, bende yg mcm roda tu, bulat pusing2 yg org duduk tu! Maybe the way I explained was funny, Sheefa' was laughing! malu I. Penat explain still x jumpe! So, we went searching for her instead. Plus, Rose already found us! So all four of us went Mija Hunting & do you know where she was standing when we found her?! IN FRONT OF THE FREAKING FERRIS WHEEL ONE LEVEL BELOW!

Then solat Zohor & went for the movies! After movies we had lunch! I finished solat first, so I went to the money exchange(daddy called & asked me too) to find out about the rate!! Punye la jauh Sheefa' & I berjalan for that! Stop by MPH before calling the others(deciding on where to eat). At first they wanted to eat at Gasoline Cafe, but it no longer exist! In the end after merepek we decided on Burger King. Later jalan some more, took some pictures & bought a pencil each, we went our separate ways at 4pm. Again, Anis drove me home!

It was nice to see them as I couldn't make it the last time because of the stupid migraine!

hidup ibarat roda

2011-11-07T18:44:00.000+08:00

yeah life is like a wheel! (direct translation) sometimes we are on top! and sometimes there might be a downturn in our life! well if kite kat atas selalu we might lupa diri! so wherever we are we should be thankful! those challenges are there to test us!

bersyukurla mimi!

no clean record!

2011-11-04T10:41:00.001+08:00

i'm devastated!! my result sucks!! i got 3.45! embarrassing! subject ssh boleh dpt A! english & agama?? dpt B? OMG!!! seriously! i'm dissapointed in myself! tula perasan hebat sgt!! kan da!! da la tu markah nak dekan da!! MIMI U R STUPID!

you don't always get what you want!

2011-11-03T20:34:00.000+08:00

I wanted to study in Shah Alam! I wanted to live at home! Why can't I? Before I entered Diploma, abah asked me, Sarawak boleh? & I had said, Sarawak pon Sarawak la.. nak buat mcm mane lagi dah? And now, I wanted to do my degree in Shah Alam, but I can't! They don't offer it here. It's either in Perak or Melaka. So again, abah asked me. Melaka? or Perak? I chose Melaka (not yet confirm - the results aren't out yet). Then again I said, Melaka pon Melaka la..Can you see? I don't actually have any choice! Life is harsh! We don't always get what we want. So live your life to the fullest! haha

OOOOOMMMMGGGG!!!

2011-11-03T20:32:00.001+08:00

results is coming out tomorrow morning at 9AM! i bet i'm gonna stay up late tonight. tekan refresh button kat student portal tu! ohh my ggodd!! i already am super nervous right now! cant even think straight!! da seram sejuk da ni!! perut pon rase x slesa! my heartbeat?! dont even bother asking!! padahal it's just 830pm now!!

Holidays bring me no good!

2011-10-31T14:40:00.000+08:00

You see, during my time in campus, university, I managed myself well! I wake up early in the morning for classes. I eat on time. Although I hated the food provided so much,the taste sucks, I still have to eat right? (makan untuk hidup, bukan hidup untuk makan!). Breakfast, even biscuits are enough to start the day, & lunch are compulsory for me! Unlike my friends, I always skipped dinner. If they forced me, I'll surrender and go along with them. I took my Vitamins on time. I stayed up late, but still managed to wake up early in the morning. I'm so sensitive towards sound when I am sleeping! Even when I'm in a deep sleep, I can wake up if somebody open the door! Although I hated waking up in the morning for classes (everybody does) I don't skip them! Overall I can say I lead a healthy life, kinda.

Now, I am on my holiday. It's almost 3 months. And I feel sick! I don't like staying at home doing nothing. I can feel that my body has put on a lot of weight. I look chubbier than normal. My face are swollen from sleeping too much. I have nothing to do. Surfing the net, which I found entertaining when I was studying, brought me no fun anymore. I don't know what to post on my blog as nothing interesting happen beside my daily routine of sleeping & eating. BORING! I want to start studying fast!

surat rasmi

2011-10-28T20:03:00.001+08:00

it's been ages since i made one.. even time kat skolah dulu pon asyik lupe format.. so how? few days ago abah made me write a formal letter.. arggh tension gila! i almost cried cause abah keep on marah. the worst part yg rase paling2 la nak nanges is when he said. you better do it elok2! this is a formal letter! org bace kene kasi good impression if you buat maen2 it deserve to be in the tong sampah! wargghhh terase siott!!! i wrote a couple of time. print it couple of time. and in the end, lucky me. abah approve. selesai sudah satu perkara!

the same time!!

2011-10-25T17:12:00.001+08:00

what a pity. uncle Hussein & auntie Bushrah are travelling to Iraq when we are going to London. we thought of visiting them. Maybe bukan rezeki. insyaAllah some other time? it has been years since i last met them?

i stayed up!

2011-10-25T07:21:00.000+08:00

hehe just now in my last post, i said i wanted to sleep! but i ended staying up all night watching oh! my school! i know, membuang masa, right? mama was shock seeing me awake so early in the morning! i always wake up at noon, bile ma keep on nagging! her favorite phrase is "anak dara mane boleh tido sampai tgh2 hari mcm ni!" Then she'll kacau2 me on my bed. switch off the AC, the fan just so i'll wake up! but i often ignore her! i know, you would say, ape punye perangai la budak ni? as if i care?! i bet, i'm not alone, there'll be tonnes of other people who are like me. it's just that they don't admit it themselves!

anyway, i've been watching Korean variety shows since the holidays started. they are fun to watch! you'll laugh your heart out! because they are just silly! anyway, i said i wanted to watch tonnes of korean drama during the study period. but in the end, i didn't watch any this holiday! see, setan tu mmg nak hasut time kite kene blaja je!! how annoying! now that I've free time, x de pulak nafsu nak layan cerite korea sampai pening? ish3

can't wait for our vacay! gonna spend money like crazy again! hahahaha

my dad loves making surprises!

2011-10-25T03:12:00.004+08:00

argh! i feel like shouting & killing others! it was such a tough day! Today(eh, yesterday la kan?) abah called at noon (when i just woke up - x sempat gosok gigi lagi)! he gave us a super huge surprise! we're going on an early holiday! well he kinda afraid that i'll have to go back sarawak on the 20th November & won't be able to join them (my family) to Vietnam. so we're going to a country that me & my younger siblings loves so much! guess where? LONDON!

abah made us(particularly - me!) do all the preparations. so today. the moment he called till just now, 3am, i've been searching & booking the flight tickets and our accommodation! seriously, it ain't easy. with all the technology we have now, it ought to make our life easy right? but it isn't! it is so bloody complicated. just to book flight tickets itself require you to be super patient. because you have to find the date, the time & you have to be quick or else the time will expire & you'll have to do the same thing over again. you have to fill all the details required & so on. then, in finding a good place to stay. you want it to be near the city so that it'll be easier for you to explore! (although i've done this numerous times) still, all i can say is, it is so challenging & stressful! & so many problems came up! dari satu, satu!! but i'm still thankful! & i love my dad although sometimes he got on my nerve! we're going on the 9th November till 18th November. over a week. (i think sheefa' & rose will be pissed as i won't have the time to go out before the 20th November) before that we'll be celebrating Eid Adha in our Kampung. plan on going by plane. because we wanted to go on 4th November (the day my result's coming out) and have to be back by 8th November! we wouldn't want to miss our flight for our vacation!

anyway, an update about my penerapan! well i wished i can do it in shah alam! but i can't, the UiTM only offer the penerapan in Perak & Melaka! so once again, i won't be able to live at home! how annoying! i chose Melaka, & hopefully my results for this semester is great! so i can live in peace, at least!

now, i shall sleep! i'm exhausted! & i am super nervous waiting for my results! but i am super excited for our vacation! GOOD MORNIGHT! -it's currently 3.15 in the morning-

next trip

2011-10-20T21:52:00.001+08:00

Last two days abah came home asking us (my sibllings) for our opinion as his staffs are planning on our next vacation! the options are Vietnam & Indonesia. he simply asked "pilih nak pegi vietnam ke indo!!" hehehe then all 4 of us answer LONDON!! hehehe i know x menjawab soalan kan? simple malay pon x reti!! no wonder all 4 of us sucks in BM, not that we speak English often. it's just, i don't know.even them(my parents) don't know why. hehe i told them it's because kitorang cucu saleh mat(my atok's name)!!! hahaha do you get it? x paham sudah!

anyway, today they decided to go to Vietnam. so we'll be going on 15th Dec if i'm not mistaken. but Vietnam ade ape? anyone? it doesn't sound fun. don't you think?? hum whatever, don't judge the book by its cover!

p/s: i'm just super nervous tunggu result. i feel like going mental this time around. seriously!! warghh!! pegi hiking la.. pastu bleh jerit x ingat dunia! :)

penerapan

2011-10-20T15:39:00.002+08:00

applied already! praying hard so that i'll be able to further in degree next year in shah alam. and hopefully receive a super great result!! seriously!! i'm scared!

the three musketeers

2011-10-20T15:30:00.001+08:00

So yesterday we(Zati, Tas, me) went to MidValley to spend time together as we're super bored doing nothing at home!

Zatie arrived first with her 15 year old cousin, Pika then followed by me (Pakngah drove me there). While waiting for Tas, we ate ice cream at Baskin Robbin and called Leeya & Mira (yg tinggal jauh2 tu) to purposely make them jealous! it works! they were pissed! hahaha sorry guys if nak tunggu korang sampai bile pon ktorg x klua! by the time we finished our ice cream Tas arrived! FYI, she rode the KTM by herself! then we went to buy movie tickets. sampai2 je tros queue up. we were discussing on what movie to watch while standing in the line. but da sampai counter pon x decide lagi. there were 3 options i can't remember what they were already. we even asked the person dkt counter tu what the movies are about. in the end we decided to watch the three musketeers. first impression was alaaa, mesti x best. because we saw the poster & it doesn't interest us much.. humm.. so whatever. it was just 2pm & the movie start at 230pm, so we went solat & cucuk duit sikit. then into the cinema we go.

hehe cerite die best la!! next time, don't judge the movie by its poster! haha

after the movie, around 430pm, we went for our lunch! I know, it's evening already! (ate at the foodcourt - nasi goreng from little wok) anyway we were eating and chatting at the same time & didn't realize the time. when we finally finished our meal, it's already 6pm! seriously, we spend almost 2 hours there. WTH? mcm la da lame sgt x jumpe, besembang x hengat dunia!

so off for Asar and jalan2 for a bit. mostly in the MPH, they read the comics. me? wanted to buy Sherlock Holmes, but didn't in the end. don't know why la. secret recipe (Tas bought cake for herself) then, did silly things in the CDs shop.. wonder around some more, till Maghrib, then we went home.

guess how i went home! by KTM!! by myself!! OMG!! at first i felt like killing my pakngah for making me do it. but as i arrived home safely, i don't care anymore. but it was scary. my first time ever riding the KTM alone without my will! kene paksa tu!!! so this is my second time riding the public transport by myself. first time was when i went back sarawak. no one to pick me up from the airport so i had to take the taxi by myself to UiTM, Samarahan. that time i felt as if i'm gonna die as the driver drove super super fast! & yesterday was my 2nd. i should practice driving if i don't want to ride public transport alone anymore!! seriously, bwk alphard pon x kesah la!

called Sheefa' yesterday! i MISSED her! miss Rose too! why la I cuti sorang2? pity me!

KTM!

2011-10-14T12:44:00.001+08:00

Ummmm am I that brave to get on the KTM by myself?! I want to go out but that is the problem! I've never been on a public transport by myself!! Ehh wait scratch that!! I have! I took a taxi alone from Kuching airport to UiTM Samarahan! Hahaha so am I going to do the same with KTM?? Ummm well let me think thoroughly first la.. I'll still have to do so kan?

Facebook's games!

2011-10-13T20:23:00.001+08:00

I give up! Sorry I can't stand it anymore! Went online for the sake of playing the games that won't even last you 5 minutes! I don't mind others playing it! Seriously I don't! But it's just not for me! Can't do that!

So I bought two novels today.

Anne Frank - the diary of a young girl (true story)

Dorothy Koonsom - Marshmallows for breakfast.

Hope it will last at least a week as I only have RM6 in my purse! No more money to spend!

my eyes are getting worse!

2011-10-12T22:14:00.001+08:00

and dad keeps on nagging me with the time i spent on my laptop! sorry daddy!! i'm too addicted! though i didn't exactly do anything much.. just browsing tekan tekan.. watching videos from youtube.. blog walking.. what else huh?? facebook doesn't interest me that much lately i don't know why.. but i've started playing those games in it (yesterday) like cafe world & sims social.. but it seems that i'm getting tired of it already! boring la guys! how come you guys can spend loads of time playing them? so tomorrow i'm going out to find novels which i haven't had the time to read during the semester.. hehehe i'm gonna spend loads of money till my dad & mom get tired of giving me money! hahaha! i'm insane! yeah i know.. it's driving me crazy being alone in the house doing practically nothing! my brothers and sister have to attend school as it is not school holidays yet! so yeah i'm bored to death! it has been 1 week right? just one week & i'm already bored! what to do?

anyway i baked Oreo cupcakes today.. hoho it's been long since i last baked! luckily it comes out great! this time the icing was perfect!! lucky me! made all the cupcakes by myself but had to asked for my mom & kekra's help to put on the icing as i burnt my hand with the oven!! so careless of me! i always end up cooking my own hand every time i enter the kitchen (literary)

~my friends are soooo busy.. sobsob :'(

facebook's games!

2011-10-11T22:52:00.001+08:00

i know! it's so no like me right? well let us see how long will i play this time! 'cause i always get bored of it within one week time! always! i watched others become so addicted to them! sanggup go online for the purpose of the game! OMG! how come i can't! (it's a good thing la mimi!)

anyway had been attacked by migraine for the past couple of days! i seriously don't know why though! what's wrong head??

it's too early to be nervous!

2011-10-10T23:23:00.002+08:00

I know, but I just don't know why!! I keep on thinking about the exams! & I can't stop thinking about the result! in less than a month the result will be out! & this will determine whether I can do my degree or not! urghh I just can't enjoy my holiday so much! if my friends are here they'll be yelling at me telling me "lame lagi la mimi, lek dlu!!" I can't!! seriously I can't! I'm more stressed out now than during the exam week!!! Help!

BEL311 - english
I'm just afraid that i'll fail this paper badly! I AM! seriously, although it's just an English subject. but it was super hard! the outline, the draft, the term paper, even the final paper was hard! i'm just hoping that madam will help me!

FAR200 - accounting
This time, i don't feel confident at all! i'm dead serious! the thing that i remember most is that my branch accounts are not balanced! even my dean's list friends said so! so ternyata mmg susah la kan! plus maybe Allah uji kot! because i don't like my accounting lecturer! sorry madam!

MAF220 - costing
There were a careless mistake that I only realized after I got out fron the examination hall! WTH? argh, it was just sgt merugikan! OMG! i'm hoping that I did great with the other questions!!

LAW240 - law
I don't know la! reading subject is so not my thing! I don't know why la! maybe because it was my last paper, so I just thought of going home! too excited I guessed?

MGT162 - management
ummm.. aother reading subject. but I think this is the only paper that I did well! I think I can answer all the questions! but we never know kan? Jgn salah da la!

CTU231 - agama
this was hard! chapter yg x de dlm syllabus pon masok! I don't understand why did they do that? WHY?? plus they changed the format! & I think it make it harder!! just my opinion la!

so how? i seriously in need of another super great result to enable me to do degree!!! please!!!

Shopping!

2011-10-09T18:50:00.001+08:00

It's been so long since I went shopping with my family as I've been in Sarawak, studying! So today I asked my father to have lunch outside.. So he suggested Pavilion! Well I've gotta say I haven't been to Pavilion for ages! I can't even remember the last time I went there! So we ate at Pepper Lunch if I'm not mistaken! Wowh.. It was super hot!! & I think I burned my tongue!! Urgh! Then I thought we were going back but then dad start browsing shirts and buying stuff.. In simple word he starts shopping.. I don't mind at all but everyone starts shopping too even myself (got myself a brand new watch)! Well it was alright at first but then I realised that I was wearing heels!! Not flats!! Urrghhh how I wish I can just change them! just buy new and cheap one la Mimi! as simple as that! Why didn't I thought of it just now? (ape la mimi ni da balek bru nak tepikir?) and now my feet hurts super bad!! And I'm super exhausted la!!

don't ever wear things like this if you wanna walk for a long time!! it hurts ok!

yum.. yum.. tastsy! but super hot!! be careful! :)

Anyway we wanted to watch Johny English! But had to cancel it 'cause it'll only start at 6.15pm. My brothers have exams tomorrow!! So a big NO NO from my parents!!

Gotta get some rest for now :(

moving!

2011-10-08T10:26:00.002+08:00

yeah! i'm home! 4 days already! i know it's holiday but it's super exhausting! well Sheefa' & her family is moving to my old house today! but the house!! OMG! there were loads of things that were left behind.. so for the past few days I've been going there to tidy them up & pack all the things & bring them to our current house! let me tell you, it was super tiring as only my mom & me were doing the works! picking up large boxes filled with books! old cloths! oh so many more.. and that is super tiring ok!! and i just got home. whatever it is, I'm done already. they moved already! it's a relief! but still have to tidy up this house pulak!! =.='

i'm in tears!

2011-10-04T21:41:00.001+08:00

So finally, it's time to go home! I made all four of them send me to the airport and have lunch at McD! Unlike me, they are leaving tomorrow as they have another paper to sit. Mine? Finish at 12 p.m today!

As I said before, all four of them sent me to the airport! They even waited with me till it's boarding time!! i hug them for one last time! I just wish I hugged them tighter but I know at that time I'm already in tears. Luckily it doesn't fall down my cheek like a broken damn! -x macho la kan? Haha- They were my friends for over a year and a half already! They were the one who I spent with 24/7 with! They're also the one who I did so many silly stuff with! Creating memories!

" I'll miss Tas a.k.a mun2 yg kurus kering x cukup zat! Migha yg sgt2 la bejasa coz slalu bwk jln without any complain.. Zatie!! our leader yg kecik but reflex membunuh! Leeya knk2 ribena x cukop umor! "

Perhaps, this will be the last time I'll come to Sarawak as a student of UiTM, Samarahan! Although it's not yet confirm, it really feels as if I'm leaving Sarawak for good. We wouldn't know as we only plan, but it's all up to Allah to decide what's best for us! All I can do is work hard and pray!

I just wish them all the best! I hope that they'll all excel in their studies!! And never forget me as I'll always remember them! Take care girls!

Dear Allah, thank you for giving me the opportunity to study in Sarawak & make such great friends and gain valuable experiences!

is this goodbye?! :'(

ready to go!

2011-10-02T18:20:00.001+08:00

yeah! I've packed all my belongings! only some stuff that i still need are not in the bag! well I've actually packed since last 2 weeks as I've been staying in Zatie's room! so today i forced zatie to pack hers so it'll feel as if we are going back already! muahahaha :D i'm so excited to go home!!!

but still, i need to sit for another paper! my last paper!! LAW240!! studying law make me sleepy all the time!! luckily I've got 4 days since last Thursday to devote myself to law!!! hope for an A!

Mr. Dean, will you please give me another award! ^.^

hey, best friends!

2011-09-29T18:47:00.001+08:00

I know it’s random, but I just realized that we’ve knowneach other for around a decade already!

10 years huh? Can youbelieve it? Dr mude2 kanak2 ribena until la skrg da jd anak dara da, kate org! Iknow, we weren’t that close at first. But as time pass by, we got to know eachother better. You guys were always there when I needed you the most! Always lendyour ears to listen to my problems, my stories! Always reply my text even whenyou are pretty occupied with your studies. Always tahan karenah I yang so childish, hot-tempered, annoying, tegedik2,everything la!

What I love the most is that we can spend hours talking the randomnessthing ever! Outing were so much fun when you guys are there. Duduk kat secretrecipe pon boleh borak bejam2 x hengat dunia! Owh how I miss you guys!

I just wanna say that I’m thankful for the 10 years we hadtogether & I hope this friendship will last forever because I love youguys! Sharifah Naqibah & Rose Syaduati Shafinas! Thank you for being such agreat BFFs!

Sheefa’! Rossa! All the best in your studies! I know both ofyou are a superb person and will be better in the future!

p/s:kt x de gamba bru same2 la! :’( we need to snap some soon!!

ragam study week!

2011-09-28T20:52:00.001+08:00

I'm Nomad!

(no longer in my own room!)

Gotta Love Spritzer!

-i drank at least 1500ml a day, believe it-

i thank you

BLACKMORES

midnight crave!

-maggi cup-

my name is

PANDA

My proud possession!! Calculator!

& My stationery!

it's 4 o'clock in the morning!

The essentials!

-i'm an accounting student, paham2 la!-

this summarize my study week and final examination week!

boleh dikatekan sume bad habit dibuat within this one month!

sleep at 4 o'clock!

wake up at noon!

take shower at midnight!

those junk food! name it!

movie marathon during take 5~

anyway i'll be back in less than a week! then i'll be back to normal! miahaha!

The Laksa Sarawak

2011-09-26T18:49:00.001+08:00

It might be the last outing. Maybe!! Well one week left forme to be in Sarawak. And next Tuesday I’ll go home.

-Loving the taste!-

So today I went to TheSpring to enjoy my last ‘Laksa Sarawak’ that i favor so much! (tapau Nasi Lemak for dinner from Madam Tang's Cafe-the same place i bought the Laksa) As always went there with Leeya,Mira, Tas & Zati after we finish our MGT exam! Tell me about it! Going outduring final exam week!! Hahaha Like I care!! After a long 2 weeks studyinglike there’s no tomorrow. Sleeping at 4 o’clock in the morning. Worrying likeit’s the end of my life! At least I need some fresh air right? Hahaha But I stillhave 2 more paper before going back! Whatever, let’s have fun while it last!

Anyway I miss my bunny and my sheep hahaha!! Rossa &Sheefa’ of course!! But they seems busy. What am I gonna do on my holidaywithout them?? Duduk rumah jadi bibik la mimi!! Muahahaha

p/s : I’m sure gonna miss it here! Memories that I’ve madewith these four silly crazy friends!! It can be said that Sarawak had taught metones of things and gave me so much experiences that I won’t ever forget!

Penerapan!

2011-09-13T12:15:00.001+08:00

Should I or shouldn’t I? urggh I’m confused! I’m sure in adilemma right now.

Well let me explained. I’m now a diploma student who canapply for the penerapan (If I want to) which will allow you to enter degreewhen you finished your 3^rd semester of diploma. So here I’m in the 3^rdsemester of diploma, which is coming to its end in about 3 weeks time. When Ifirst entered diploma I set my mind that I want to do the penerapan as I wantedto study in peninsular. Plus, the lecturers also encourage us the diplomastudents to do so.

But now, there’s a slight problem. (In my opinion la!) Okwhen a student finished their diploma they’ll be able to enter degree right?And they’ll not enter the 1^st semester of degree but the 4^thsemester. But then, a penerapan student will have to enter the 2^ndsemester of degree. Unlike finished diploma students, they have studied certainsubjects that they we’ll learn in the 1^st to 3^rd semesterof degree. So I calculated what supposed to help me saving time and finished mydegree fast. And guess what? The finished diploma student and the penerapanstudent will enter the 4^th semester at the same freaking time! WTH?!So what’s the benefit you’ll actually get?? I don’t know! And there’s also atendency that you won’t be able to get neither your diploma nor your degree!

I wanted to do thepenerapan badly. But now? I don’t know already la! Argh! Whatever! Let’s justapply and reconsider when the result is out!! :)

update: i'll actually save a semester!! hahaha tula blom ape2 da kabowt! :p

k-pop addict

2011-09-12T17:15:00.000+08:00

:) i dont think it's only kpop music.. but also the korean drama, the people, the culture and the country itself.

i think it's too addicting, it's dangerous for me. the best example i can give is i spend a lot of time on them. it's like i can't control myself. when i watch korean drama for example. you know a drama usually have so many episode. so i want to finish it all in one go.. so what happen?? i procrastinate. just like what i went online. why mimi? can't you control your addiction!

p/s: i loooveee SUPER JUNIOR! :)

i'm a busy bee!

2011-09-10T16:13:00.000+08:00

since the day i came back, it has been hectic. with tests and quizzes, i'm exhausted! then yesterday after finishing all my class for the day i went back to my room and slept for two hours. if and only if Ida didn't come & asked me to check her draft i would have sleep till this morning. hahaha anyway i've got two more days of classes. then about 5 days of study break. then i'll have to take my finals!! OMG! i'm scared.. will i be able to score well this semester?? oh dear Allah.. please help me here!

p/s: i'm coming home on 4th october! and hopefully i'll be able to go back for good. taking degree in accountancy! insyaallah!

My treat! :)

2011-09-08T12:35:00.001+08:00

So yesterday Leeya wanted to eat together, but she doesn’twant to eat at DM! gediks! Hahaha So Zatie suggested eating at Tun Jugah and Iwas like, ok. My treat. And everybody was super excited just because it was mytreat. Maybe because it’s free? So we went to Tun Jugah after “Tarian” and allfour of them (Leeya, Zatie, Mira, Tas) ate ‘butter chicken rice’ while I ate‘hot & spicy chicken rice’. This is because I don’t like the taste of thebutter chicken. It’s so sweet making you feel nausea. But then, the ‘hot &spicy’ one!! OMG! Thought it almost killed me!! So super duper spicy! I almostcried eating it! Hahaha but as I haven’t ate anything since morning, I finishedit all. With 2 glasses of ice lemon tea! WTH?! Can’t believe it myself! Maybebecause I was starving! My lips were as red as if I put on lipsticks. Plus Ihad chapped lips since last week. It hurts badly!

Well I once promised them that I’ll treat them before wefinished this semester. Just because I might not be here anymore next semester.So I wanted to be a good sister for once. Hihihi. So you guys mustn’t forget mewhen I’m no longer here. Alright?

Then we went to The Spring as Leeya wanted to buy flats.Hers was thrown away. She said all of them are useless already. And I tell you,she’s got lots of them already. But then, she bought a cheap one. She said thatshoes at ‘nose’ were expensive & out of her budget. And we were like reallyLeeya? Seriously? She’s a shopaholic! No one would believe her. But she reallybought the cheap one at ‘vincci’. After all she’s going to use it for classesonly. It’s not like you need to dress up like hell just to attend classes.Unlike certain people!

Ohh did I tell you? All five of us wore the same tshirt as we just finished “tarian”. Wewore that “Tarian” tshirt la.. and everybody was wearing tracksuit andslippers. So embarrassing! Sangat selekeh, ok! We’re the women in black!

p/s:My writing is getting worse!

social network!

2011-09-07T14:05:00.002+08:00

I’m restraining myself from them. Facebook, twitter, tumblr,whatelse? Everything that is associated with it la! Well it’s because it is soaddicting that I won’t be able to do anything when I’m online. I’ll startprocrastinate every single time! So this one month I’m not gonna open those!Not even blog walking! I promise!! Hahaha. Will I be able to? Anyway it’s justbecause my finals are around the corner. But I’ll still update my blog as thisis the only way I can express myself and babble to those who are reading!Muahahaha :)

P/s: I don’t understand why students like to read math fortheir exams!? It is not a reading subject la!

Another month!

2011-09-06T23:12:00.000+08:00

Well remember my promise I made when I first came here? (like anyone read your blog Mimi?) Anyway, I promise myself that I’ll work super hard to do my diploma in 3 semesters only. I wanted to be able to do my degree fast, so that when my besties are doing their degree I’ll be there with them doing the same. And they are entering this week. This made me so jealous just thinking about it! Sheefa’ is doing her degree in medic in UiTM while Rose is doing marketing majoring in finance if I’m not mistaken in USIM.

So pejam celik I’m already in my third semester and it is coming to an end! Just one more month to go. 5 more days of classes & 6 days of exam as I only take 6 subjects excluding koko. Just two weeks away from final exam & frankly speaking I’m so not ready. Hopefully I can score la! J

There’s time when I thought I won’t be able to pass all the subjects. There’s also time when I wanted to quit badly as I think I can’t do it anymore! I cried so much this past one year. It’s has been one hell of a ride. Ups & down. I experienced it during my time here. I made new friends. I’m no longer the old me. I’m trying to change for the better. I’m so thankful to be given this chance. Although I seems to whine a lot! To those who have always supported me, I thank you so much! I owe you guys a lot.

The only problem now is that I don’t know how to apply for the penerapan! It’s seems nobody know how. Hopefully someone can help me la!

P/s: I finished my term paper in a day all by myself without anyone help! Well it’s my fault anyway. I made Mira did the draft all by herself. So I need to do my part as a partner. So I did the term paper! And it’s hard ok! :p

~Raya was fun! Will be back in peninsular in one month! :) HAPPY!

Eid Mubarak & Happy 54th Independence Day

2011-08-31T15:57:00.003+08:00

selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin! mintak maaf dari hujung rambut hingga hujung kaki ye!! selamat hari kemerdekaan yg ke-54 jugee!!!! merdeka! merdeka! merdeka!

i'm blessed!

the deleted event! :)

2011-08-27T10:14:00.002+08:00

hahaha it was deleted! but then faten made it happen! thanks a lot faten.. if it wasn't because of you we wouldn't be able to see each other.

so it's been years since i met my classmates from high school(SMI Hira') then yesterday we went for iftar together at Pizza Hut SACC mall. about 18 of us if i'm not mistaken fatinN, fatinR, amni, anis, izyana, miza, sheefa', rose, fana, farzana, farah, afiqah, ikhwan, izzat, syafiq, amir & khairul.

i felt like everybody has grown up. sume da besar kan? everybody has changed. it's nice to see the changes.

yesterday was super fun! i haven't laugh like that for a very long long time.

p/s: waiting for the pictures to be uploaded ^^

lonely Ramadhan #2

2011-08-25T13:28:00.003+08:00

Well Ramadhan is coming to its end.

It's the second time I am fasting in Sarawak! I've got to say it's not as bad as it is in the first semester last year. Last year I remembered crying a lot. Counting days like hell. But this time around I think I manage to go through it without a single tears. I made myself busy with everything till I felt very tired at the end of the day :) With so many quizzes & test it made this Ramadhan fly by so fast. Well this semester itself feels so fast. Another month & it's going to end.

This Ramadhan has brought some memories. Like, just yesterday I break fast with Zatie, Tas & Mira in the car. Felt like "balek Kampong" already. There were the days when I went for break fast with people from "traditional Dance". It was fun. Seeing everybody get along well.

But there were times when I had to break fast alone in the room. That time I only felt like crying. But i told myself, this is nothing Mimi! It's a phase that you have to go through. This teaches you the meaning of life. You wouldn't appreciate your family if you are with them aren't you?

But i still want to be able to fast with my family again. I really do hope that I can score better this semester & study degree next year in Shah Alam.

So, today I'm going home. Going shopping tomorrow morning & go for Iftar with my friends in the evening. Then, on Saturday "BALEK KAMPONG" time :)

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN people! maafkan salah silap Mimi.. halalkan makan minum Mimi.. :)